Not...it seems....
I just can't motivate myself to get out.
The biggest drawback at the moment is the sheer level of exhaustion i'm feeling with D. Since we got the pump we've been upping the night-time checks.
If you ever want to demotivate yourself (or convince yourself that you are on the edge of a heart attack) lace some sleep deprivation with lashings of caffine and you'll get that never to be missed can't run another step without keeling over feeling.
Not only that, but for your added enjoyment, sleep deprivation comes with the added benefit of wanting to eat all around and do no exercise whatsoever.
M & I are alternating the nightime checks every couple of days. Checks are at 12a.m., 3a.m. (or 2a.m. depending on the reading) and 6a.m. with one of us watching till 3, and the other taking over for 6.. Although when i'm on checks i prefer to stay awake until 3, as i dont trust myself to wake up on the alarm. Therefore, this morning started at 6a.m., its now 1:30am, and i'll get to bed at approx 3:30....(having said all that, the pump benefits far outweigh this one disadvantage).
In order to get myself moving i signed up last night for the dublin 10 mile race on 25th August. I didnt go out today, but there is nothing like spent money to motivate a cheapskate, so here's hoping this week will be better (there is no way i could get thru 10 miles without prepping myself somewhat over the next fortnight).....
So marathon or not? Let's see.....
I just can't motivate myself to get out.
The biggest drawback at the moment is the sheer level of exhaustion i'm feeling with D. Since we got the pump we've been upping the night-time checks.
If you ever want to demotivate yourself (or convince yourself that you are on the edge of a heart attack) lace some sleep deprivation with lashings of caffine and you'll get that never to be missed can't run another step without keeling over feeling.
Not only that, but for your added enjoyment, sleep deprivation comes with the added benefit of wanting to eat all around and do no exercise whatsoever.
M & I are alternating the nightime checks every couple of days. Checks are at 12a.m., 3a.m. (or 2a.m. depending on the reading) and 6a.m. with one of us watching till 3, and the other taking over for 6.. Although when i'm on checks i prefer to stay awake until 3, as i dont trust myself to wake up on the alarm. Therefore, this morning started at 6a.m., its now 1:30am, and i'll get to bed at approx 3:30....(having said all that, the pump benefits far outweigh this one disadvantage).
In order to get myself moving i signed up last night for the dublin 10 mile race on 25th August. I didnt go out today, but there is nothing like spent money to motivate a cheapskate, so here's hoping this week will be better (there is no way i could get thru 10 miles without prepping myself somewhat over the next fortnight).....
So marathon or not? Let's see.....
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